多爱了以前的你。。。

现在的我已经想清楚了，既然是这样干脆就这样。
去那里到哪里不会再用你的钱，也就是既然要算就要算清楚一点。
你的就是你的，而我的跟你没关系。。。
这几晚都没睡不好，睡前都会情不自禁想你而流下眼泪。
昨天你说，你大姐要去旅行问我要不要一起去。我是个很爱玩，爱旅行的人。你不懂吗？
我只说了两次问你有钱去吗？就生气了，过后在车上问你说是去那里旅行了。你不耐烦地说‘不用去了啦’。。。
我的心哭了，但是没关系。不去也好。。。
今天，想了很久跟公司一起去云顶的事。很多年了，我都没再去过云顶它的长相我也快忘了。
但是想到，我真的没钱了。而你，现在已经不像以前哪么大方慷慨了。
去的钱，住的钱，吃的钱，玩的钱和买东西的钱，我根本没有半分钱。。。
所以我就告诉你我不想去了，你问我为什么。我说没有钱了。你只答我一句‘随便你啦’。。。
昨天我想买鞋买衣，上班的鞋快坏了，衣服也没了。你只说‘去选一件我买给你’，但是我宁愿你不说什么。
既然要出钱给女朋友，为什么还要分几件？。。。
所以到最后，我坚持不去看得那么仔细我不想买了。我也没那个钱出买。。。

~以前的你会说，去看啦~我买给你啦~
*现在的你只说，你有钱咩？
~以前的你会说，希望我管你。
*现在的你只说，为什么你做什么我都要管，都要问我？
~以前的你会说，有什么不瞒着对方要坦白。
*现在的你只说，没有没有。明明就有还要骗我。
~以前的你会说，我们不满对方的事要告诉对方。
*现在的你只说，没有啦~说话不重负第二遍。
~以前的你会说，我现在再做什么，等下要做什么。
*现在的你只说，做工，放工，我打电脑。
~以前的你会说，我可以参谁去哪里哪里吗？
*现在的你只说，我去吃东西，跟某某人一起。


以前你说，会很没有安全感。我给不到你安全感。。。
现在的我。。。就真得很没有安全感。
你变得跟以前的你不一样了，我已经不懂现在的你在想什么了。
我们。。。也没什么话题讲了。
我想。。。我应该要先学习着往后一个人的生活了。
不再伤心，不再烦恼，不再等你电话，不再想你的日子。。。

晚安。。。哒。。。







aki/2010.06.23/12.06am

You'r not a longer you...

actually ,i do not know you now...
befor3...you are not so。。。like this..
now,you are thought to me,and my friend...
money regardless of the very clear with me...
yup...couples who will care like tat?
you care about tat i was forget,n you'r nt care before...
1st,i borrow money with you cal you help me pay something...
after tat u tel me tat money no need giveback,you pay 4 me.
rite?all couple also like tat 1.bt before this,you tell me i owed money manny people...
for example, you tl me all i debt owed of you...
the amount of weight for 。。。RM3XX.XX...
i am dumbfounded，and i was cry alr...
i care about you than anyone else,you?
you care money with me more than care my feel...
if like tat...i need you again?
nope...i have no need you anymore...
i was completely disappointed you ...



aki...2010.06.22-12.33pm

duno why...this few day tired participants had ...no mood work,just want to have a good rest ...

I'll really tired out... not enough sleep.
I was go to bed early every night,but deep slumber ...
haiz...its ultra-workers over??is not it? ...
who can teach me ah? somebody tell me??
really tired ...damn tired...what can i do??
Recently body and uncomfortable again...
its crazy...T_T damn painstaking ...



2010.06.20-aki/10.54pm

you made me so disappointed ...

You have changed...tat i did not know you ald~
som3body can tell me...why would this be?
the pursuit of previously not the case. . .
why like this...i want you before...
can you come back please...and now,i was barely...
im tired out ald...what can i do again?

sometim3 i will feel tat duno wad you thinking...
maybe not fully understand you...rite?...
actually...i must give you some time,and giveme some time to think over and over...





2010.06.17-aki...11.40pm...

dar's sis at KL buy 4 me d dress...^^i lik3 it~


2010.10.06-aki

李佳佳

没有顾客时是最难熬的时候。。。



2010.10.06-aki